O.k. guys…we all know that things do not last forever and I am truthfully dreading this post to you but at the same time I feel the need to reach out to you, my cyber friends as “you will get it”
Our dear friend and favorite blog dog….Eddie is now in heaven. Trust me…it was a super hard decision to make and one that John and I truly dreaded but at the same time…he was our friend…and we knew it was time ~ but darn…the pain in my heart hurts so bad.
I chose not to share this with anyone except our immediate family (and Caleb’s Mom) but on Thursday, March 31st…Eddie went to heaven. This had been a tough month for my family…and I chose not to tell anyone as truthfully I needed to deal with this in my own way.
Normans passing was hard enough but losing one of my best and dearest friends….really hit me. I think that you know by now that I adore my animals and Eddie was simply amazing.
With John’s Dads passing….and we have had medical issues with our son….we have truly had a lot on our plate…but then again, that is life and it is also Gods way of teaching…all is good but this was a very hard decision to make.
Eddie was the best friend that one could ask for. He helped me be a better Mom in raising my children (we had many talks about what was best for the kids)…..being a Mom that has always had a home based business…..Eddie was always there for me.
He watched the kids learn to ride a bike….he was skunked (2 times…and had to live in the barn with Lucy for several days)….he could catch a mouse in a second….he helped me with the horses….he taught the “younger dogs” the rules!
I could go on forever but my heart feels like I lost my best friend. I am ok but I knew I needed to wait several days before I could blog about this. The other dogs seem different….maybe I am just imagining it but we have kennels in our bedroom when we leave and they know which one to go in….Eddie was always so easy that we would kennel him with a buddy…..
Eddie was loyal. Eddie was basic and very simple. Eddie was a good boy.
He tolerated more “4 legged friends” coming to our home and excepted all of them except Daisy Mae (he really did not like the pig) but in general, he never forgot his job….in being the special Jack Russell to me.
Because I have always had a love of horses and most horse people also love Jack Russell’s…..we helped out a friend that had a kennel as someone dumped off a dog, Eddie….and she did not have the room for him for the weekend. Knowing that John and I were “friends and animal people” ~ she reached out to us to foster him for the weekend until she had room to find him a home.
The rest is history…he came…he never left. He was loved. He taught me so many things and he tolerated so many things. Most people think that Jack Russell’s are “full of themselves” but Eddie was different. He was wise. He was loyal to the end.
I know that this is not a “normal post for me”~ but please know that it is a hard one as this little guy touched my heart so much. Please grab an extra cup of coffee and let this special boy come into your life….he was one in a million and my heart hurts so but at the same time, I know that it was the humane thing to do. Cancer is a terrible disease and we have helped him as much as we could do….
Wednesday night….we knew that we needed to accept the fact that his eyes were telling us it was time….please read at the end of the post and I hope that you will always save this and share it with someone that goes through the pain that we have gone through…
Enjoy the pictures of our blog buddy – he truly loved life and was loved by many!
I think that you can see that he is one sweet boy that touched our hearts (and everyone that knew him)…..animals do something special to ones life that you simply cannot put words to it…
When we lost Norman…I was heart broken and received many cards and calls. I am embarrassed to say that I cannot remember who sent this to me but I will say….I cried when I read it….I kept it in my planner and read it often as I knew that it would come “full circle to me with Eddie”….
Click this ~ Why Humans Live Longer Than Dogs….I miss my buddy… he was the best ~ I know that animals do not last forever but I am blessed to have this special little Jack Russell in my life…..I will always have a “jack” in my house…..loyal, sensitive and simply the best….Love you Eddie…
I am going to take the day off tomorrow from blogging….I will see you on Wednesday and please know ….I am doing ok – I can honesty say that I have shed enough tears over the past several days to clean my floors….but time, memories and pictures make me feel better and know that it was the right thing to do!
I hope that you have a friend..a special someone in your life that you can share the special times with! I know that you might think that this is crazy but….Eddie was my buddy for many, many years….a loyal boy to the end….I know that he is in a better place (and I hope he is sitting on my Mom’s lap) but please think of him whenever you see a tennis ball (his all time favorite) or a dog toy…he loved his toys…he loved life!
Please do not let things pass you by that touch your heart….life is precious!
Pets are a huge part of family. Prayers for you all!
So sorry to hear about Eddie, pets are very special and I know this has been very hard for you and your family. Prayers for you all.
My heart hurts for you Susan . Our pets truly are our best friends and a great comfort . Blessings to you and your family .
Heartfelt love and prayers to you and your family. Thank you to you and John for giving Eddie the dignity and loving him so much that you made that heart breaking choice to let him cross The Rainbow Bridge – You both hold a very special place in my heart for having the courage and the love to do that. I am so very sorry for your loss and hope that all the wonderful memories of him sustain you now, and always. Hugs to all.
Oh my Susan, you sure do have your plate full. I am so sorry about Eddie. We always want our loved ones to last forever but we certainly don’t want them to suffer. Your love for him will be with him forever and your treasured memories in time will ease your pain. Please know I’ll pray for your comfort and your family’s!!! Terry~~
I am so sorry to hear about Eddie. It is so hard to lose someone that has always been there for us. Prayers for peace for you and your family.
Susan, I am so sorry to hear about Eddie, my prayers go out to you and your family. Your memories of the times you spent with him will live on. I know how difficult it is to make that decision, it has been almost two years since we had to make that same one. It was doubly hard since we had two senior dogs who went over the Rainbow Bridge within a month of each other. Hugs to you!
I have been through this so I do know the heartbreak you are feeling. Eddie sounds like a wonderful dog, but I think all dogs are wonderful. They are unquie in their own way, but precious nonetheless. The last time we lost out dog, we said we couldn’t go through that pain again, but that didn’t last long. We adopted our Maggie within a few months of losing our precious lab. She has made our home complete again. I hope your memories of Eddie and knowing the love you brought to him gives you peace.
I truly believe we will see our dearly loved companions again in heaven since the loss would be too hard to bear if not. I am so sorry that Eddie has moved on to heaven but the joy he gave you all for so many years will last forever. So sorry you are hurting – Lou
I totally understand how your heart is breaking from losing your best furry friend, Susan. I get it…I understand…and I would feel the same way too. My husband says he does not look forward to the day when either of our poodles passes. I was telling a friend recently that I’d rather have them in my life and go through the loss than to have never known them at all. It’s a decision we have to make when bringing them into our lives. I’m sure you feel the same way about Eddie and your other fur babies. You wouldn’t believe the tears I’ve just shed for you….My heart hurts right now, I know it’s not easy. Time really will heal and you’ll feel better. Eddie has made you a better person. ; ) What a Wonderful friend! Prayers going up for you. I am so sorry for your loss…..
God bless you and your family, Susan. May time and memories heal your hearts. Thank you for this beautiful post, as I know it was very hard for you.
I am so sorry for your loss. Eddie was a true companion to you and I know your heart is heavy. It was a hard day for my husband and me when we lost our Trudie. You never get over it but memories are now so sweet. Thinking of you as you go through this.
Susan, we are so sorry for your loss. Love the pictures of Eddie, he looks so sweet. May time, friends and God comfort you. Our sympathy is with you.
Susan……….all I can say is my heart is breaking for you. I cried like a baby when I read about Eddie this morning. I too have an older dog, that I know my time is limited with.
No dog will ever replace your Eddie, but someday he will be waiting for you in Heaven and will thank you for the great life you gave him here on earth.
Hugs……….
Susan there is no words that will heal your heart but savor the memories and know that Eddie is free of pain now. He knew he was loved.
“If dogs don’t go to heaven, when I die I want to go where they go ” Anonymous.
Maybe Eddie and my Scout (another super-loving friend dog) are running around together. Much love, Carla Keith
My heart goes out to you. Thank you for sharing your memories of Eddie. Your family was blessed to have him as he was to have you.
Lovely tribute and a wonderful love of a life together. Peace to you!
So sorry about Eddie. But he is now at peace & painfree.
You & your family have had a very difficult time lately.
The memories of those that have passed are so precious.
Hang on to each other and to the rest of your four legged family.
Hugs
What a wonderful tribute. Sending lots of thoughts and prayers.
Sending much love to your entire family from us right now. We will all miss Eddie.
Susan, I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing with us and for the pictures…how wonderful to see them all. I’m sending you a hug.
I am so sorry, Susan. My heart hurts for you and your family. Eddie is able to watch over you now, and when you look up at the stars and see that special one twinkle, that’s Eddie sending you kisses. ???
Eddie will forever be in your hearts. Having lost my own special pal the heart will heal and you may let another one of God’s beautiful babies into your life, Eddie will never be more than a thought away. Your tears may fall now, but they will soon be replaced with that little knowing smile when you think of Eddie.
My deepest sympathy for your loss. What a difficult time for you and John. May your memories bolster your love and sustain you and the family [including your other 4-legged children, whom I’m sure know something’s not right] during this difficult time. Prayers and hugs to you, and much love.
Thank you for sharing a very sensitive and heartfelt blog with us today. It will humble us all as to “precious “gifts” we are given if only for a short time and to enjoy each day to the fullest. In your fondest memories wishing you peace, joy and comfort.
Susan, I’m so sorry for your loss. I always loved the pictures and stories of Eddie and all your pets. Time and the tons of good memories you have will help heal the hole in your heart. I know you are glad to leave March, which has really been a rough patch for you. April has to be better. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
So very, very sorry! I am a cat person who lost a kitty friend last fall–we still miss him SO much! Sending hugs and prayers for comfort your way!
I’m so very sorry about your loss of Eddie. I enjoy reading about your fur babies. I don’t know you personally but I know you Iove your babies and they are/were all lucky to have you to give them such a loving home.
I lost my 14 year old Boston last summer. Like Eddie, Bandit was my buddy, shadow, best friend. I’d like to tell you it gets easier but it doesn’t. I still miss him and always will. Let the unconditional love and entertainment they gave you help you through this sad time.
So very sorry to hear of your lose. You are a very special and caring person. Know that you are surrounded with much love as you go through the upcoming days.
It’s so hard to say goodbye to a member of our family even though we know it is time. Please know that I am praying for you as you adjust to Eddie’s absence. Hugs!
I am so very sorry for your loss of Eddie. I cried through your whole post. I always enjoyed your posts of Eddie. Your love for Eddie showed in EVERY way to the end. For you to love him enough to not let him suffer any longer is true love and humane. My thoughts are with you and my heart truly feels your pain. I put my golden retriever to a better place when I knew it was time. Rest as well as possible tomorrow and know you were and still are a GREAT mom to all.
My heart goes out to you and your family.
So sorry for you loss Susan. It takes time to heal but Eddie will forever be in your heart. Praying for God’s blessings for you and all your other fur babies.
As a Mom to four, four-legged kids, I totally understand how your heart is breaking. Hugs for you and your family as you grieve for your Eddie.
So sorry to hear of Eddie’s passing. I had a soulmate for 18 1/2 years. A little Shih Tzu whose name was Corrie. I had never been bonded to an animal before like Corrie. She had Cushing’s and when the day came to say goodbye I dreaded the moment. I didn’t need to fear it because Corrie showed me her love with a big exhale and sigh. I believe she was saying, thank you Mommy for understanding I couldn’t stay and thank you for loving me. I still, years later miss her, but I smile when I feel her near. I’m happy for you that you knew such a special relationship. Hugs to you
Sorry you lost your little buddy. Hugs to you !
Words just do not seem enough to convey my feelings. Hugs to all.
Susan, I can totally relate. I lost my absolute best friend, in January to lymphoma. My Millie was my special pal, always ready for cuddle time, my patio pal. She knew how to get attention when she wanted it and knew that knocking over a glass of water or knocking things of the nightstand or playing in the blinds would get her what she wanted. She took after mommy and loved chicken and ham and was a picky eater. Even before I found out about her lymphoma, there were days it’d scare me knowing she wouldn’t be here forever as she was 13 then 14 and getting older. I brought her home from Lake Milton, not knowing if she’d even make if thru the night. She was a tiny couple week old kitten, malnourished and had one eye open. She surprised us all and lived a great life. She was the best cat anyone could ever ask for and always in my heart.
I know your pain well. Our “Mr” Milo (that’s what Pete would call him) was the love our lives. Pete rescued him from his backyard. I was not happy when he brought him home as we already had a cat and April did not like Milo at all. I don’t think she realized that there were other animals in the world. We have many fond memories of Milo but our best “story” was when he was at a Kennel while we were vacationing in Niagra Falls. Milo escaped his kennel when the door was opened to put food in…the Vet was having plumbing work done and there was a hole in the wall — Milo went straight for the hole and proceeded to go deeper and deeper into the maize. My daughter called us at the hotel and within a few minutes we were checked out of the hotel and on our way home — nearly non-stop from Canada to New York City! Apparently they tried to set up traps for Milo, but this cat was wise and cunning — Managed to eat, drink and never get caught! He lived in the wall for about two days! They waited two days because my daughter thought for sure he would come out … Well to make a long story short, once Milo heard my husband’s voice, he came out and jumped in my husband’s arms. The Vet quickly looked him over and offered to keep him for the night and clean him up — My husband said NO and we took him home — on the way he tells Milo — Don’t worry Milo the next time we go on vacation we will put Mommy in the Kennel! We never went on vacation again until Milo passed. He was diagnosed at some point with a very slow moving cancer and we were able to keep him with us for 5 more years — at 19 years of being with us he left this world. We have never been the same. — so I know how you feel and I also know, as you do, that the pain will ease but the memories will linger …
Thank you for sharing your love, your joy, and your heartache! May Eddie rest in peace in Doggie Heaven! May you find comfort with those that love you and with your other Fur Babies! Thoughts & Prayers!
So sorry about Eddie. I know what it is to lose a pet. My prayers are with you.
I always looked forward to posts about your animals, but especially Eddie. He was a special dog and will be missed by all who follow your blog. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family.
I’m so sorry for your loss Susan. We lost one of our cats, Sarah, around Thanksgiving. It’s never easy.
Dear Susan, I am so sorry about Eddie. I know the pain when a furkid has to leave us. I am reading this at work with tears streaming down my face. Eddie was very special and always will be with you. Hugs to you and your family.
So sorry about the loss of your beloved, Eddie.
It was hard to read your blog this morning, knowing all too well how hard it was for you to write. I started following you this past summer, and as it happened we lost our beloved mini Daschund (Rascal) Aug. 29 and then our beloved Jack Russell (Mojo/Moe) on October 7. I felt connected to you through our love of card making but also because of Eddie, he really touched my heart. I am so glad you shared Eddie with us and in reading all the responses today, isn’t it wonderful to see how you and Eddie have touched so many of us? God Bless you and your family as you transition to life without him. I am so sorry for your loss.
My heart aches for you and your family as you process your loss. Blessings to you all.
Susan,
I am so very sorry for your loss. Eddie will always be in your heart.
Hugs, Lisa
Oh S.usan ! I know how it feels …. I thought when Milo came into the family that although he could not ever replace Eddie ….that he was there to fill in when Eddie could not !
Love to you and yours …..it is really hard to get through this at times ,but it gets softer as you know .
I’m so sorry, Susan. I know how much this hurts. Our dog is getting up there in age and when it’s his time it will be incredibly sad. Eddie was special ~ I could tell from his pictures. Sending hugs, Karen
Oh, I’m so sorry for your loss. I always enjoyed hearing about Eddie, and seeing his pictures.
Oh Susan, my heart breaks for you and your family. Memories of all the times you had with Eddie will forever fill your heart. All the specIal times you have shared on your blog have given all of us a love for your Eddie. Sending hugs and also prayers for your son that he will get better.
Dear Susan, I weep with you. We lost our beloved Foxy 6 years ago in March. I trust she is waiting at the Rainbow Bridge. God bless you.
So very sorry for your loss!!
Thank you for sharing your beautiful pictures and memories. I always love hearing about your family and the fur-babies. I am so very sorry for your loss.
Susan, sorry to hear about Eddie. The story you tell about him and his wonderful life with your family has a similar ring to it. We have had Shelties in our family since our children were little and we have lost some of them over the years. Never gets any easier and one time I said we will not get any more dogs because I find this too difficult when we lose them………….didn’t work. I got another every time. Our youngest son had a great relationship with one of our dogs and when he was nearing the end of his life my son said the same thing you did about Eddie. It broke my heart but he said “Mum, Ace is tired and his eyes are telling me that it is time to let him go.” I know this was the right thing but my heart just broke and I felt so proud of my son realizing that Ace would be in a better place. We have a 15 year old now and I know her time is limited but my heart will be broken again. We have a 10 year old and a 2 year old as well so I will still have dogs around. The memories are what help us to eventually be able to deal with the loss of our beloved pets. My thoughts are with you and your family.
I still love that Eddie in the sideways bed picture the best. What a sweet and special boy. I know how hard your heart is breaking right now and I feel for you. Eddie knows he was loved and the best life a pampered pup could have.
We are so sad for your loss. It is never easy to say good bye to special fur friends. But out of our great love–both given and received, we do what is best. Thoughts are with you during this special time of grief.
So sorry for your loss. I’m glad you have so many fond memories with him.
I am so sorry. Hugs and prayers.
I am so sad for you. It’s been two years since I lost my little friend but I think of her like it was yesterday. The hurt is so fresh.
Susan, My heart, prayers and hugs go out to you. Clearly we can feel your pain. You have the MOST tender heart, it’s hard to read about your loss
. Sweet Eddie gave you so much love, what a gift.
Oh Susan I am so sorry to hear this sad news. Sending you a big hug and lots of love.
I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Eddie. Anyone who loves animals understands how much your heart hurts.
Dear Susan, I never met Eddie, but I “knew” him through you. He was truly a good and sweet boy and I know that you will miss him dearly. Sending my sympathy and cyber hugs for your loss.
Oh, Susan! We all knew it was getting to be “time,” but knowing that doesn’t make it any easier. I’m sure by now, your Eddie & my nephew’s Eddie are watching over their loved ones and running together in the sunshine.
Heartfelt sympathy to you and your family.
Sweet Susan, I’m so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. My beloved Cocker Spaniel had cancer. They let you know when its time to let them go. It is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, but, like you, I knew it was the right thing to do. My little sweetheart has been gone for 18 years now and I still miss him. I’ve had other dogs, but he’ll always be my special little angel. May God bless you and your family and give you the comfort you need. Courage, my friend. You’ll never get over the loss, but what a wonderful gift you had in Eddie. He’ll forever remain in your heart.
That must have been so hard for you to write about the loss of your beautiful Eddie. I had tears rolling down my
face reading it. I am so sorry Susan for your loss. I always look forward to reading your blog and seeing the
many pictures of all your animals. They become such a huge part of our lives and they are missed so much
when they are gone. May God bless you and John and may all the precious memories you have of
Eddie help you through this sad time. Lots of love and hugs xx
I am so sorry to hear about your Eddie! I have sat here and cried with you as I read this. Our little 4 legged friends are so special and no one and nothing can replace them! They do bring so much joy to our lives every day and ARE a part of our family! My heart breaks for you…but cancer is such a monster of a thing! I went through this with my kitty several years ago and trust me…”I get it”! Please know I am thinking of you and your family!!
Dear Susan, I am so terribly sorry you’ve lost your little love, Eddie. As so many of your friends have said, we too lost our dear old dog, Curley. Memories of him make us laugh now, and that time will come for you and John. Please know you are in my thoughts as you try to adjust to his absence.
So sorry for your loss; I know that there’s a hole in your heart that will remain empty, because only Eddie could fill it.
But life goes on–maybe not the same–but it does, and you’re stronger for it. ??
Susan, may it bring you comfort that our God sure picked the right people to take care of Eddie. May the joy-filled memories bring you peace.
Susan, I am very sorry for your loss. Being the Mom of several dogs, cats and horses, I can truly say that I understand what you are going through because I have been there. Loosing our friends is hard, but loosing the one that has stolen our heart, that special friend is the most excruciating heart breaking thing that can happen.I have moved on (my Husband came home with a puppy on Valentines day) as I lost my two precious ones last year and the tears still come. My most heartfelt Sympathy to you .
Susan, I am sorry to hear about Eddie. Isn’t is amazing how our pets…no matter what…can make us feel so good? When we come home from work or just the store, they wag and make us feel so loved. I know that your love for Eddie shines through with your memories and you will remember all the good times.
Susan, my heart is so heavy after reading your sad news. I love your site, and all your stories about your animals. I am so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself.
Susan,
I am so sorry for your loss of Eddie. It is so hard to lose a good friend like him. You gave him a great life and it sounds like he repaid you with lots of love. In time the thought of him will make you smile without the tears.
No Words come except you are loved and I pray that time will soon allow joy to fill the emptiness you all feel in your hearts right now.
With tears I write this message of care and support to you and your family. Many of us know the hurt that comes with loosing a pet and will keep you in our thoughts.
Sending hugs and prayers to you all!
Susan, I am so sorry for the loss of Eddie. I am sure it was so hard to do, but you are right, it was the right thing to do. I too, am a furry baby lover, and it never ever gets any easier, when it’s time. Eddie is just a beautiful baby boy, as was Norman, and any other pet you have had, or will have. Pets make us humans…well…human! They love us unconditionally, whether we have makeup on or not, or are sniffling like a baby. They know true love. Trust in the fact that he has given you all a beautiful life. You all saved him you know, and he is eternally grateful. My prayers and love go out to you all. Peace…and hugs.
My heart aches for you and your family at the loss of Eddie. We had to put our 15 yr old Lab down this pass summer. She was a family member we loved so much. Hugs
My heart sank when I read the title of this post. I knew what was coming. It makes me so sad and I feel your pain. Sending love and hugs to you and your family in your loss. There’s nothing like that special buddy who is there for you no matter what. And you were there for him and did all you could for him. He knows it and he’s chasing tennis balls and playing with his toys in a happy place now. Smile for having had the joy of his life. Hugs to you.
Susan,
So sorry to hear your sad news. Just look at all the good times you had with him. They are just like being a part of the family. Lots of memories that you will remember.
Thinking of you and your family in your loss! You certainly have had a lot going on! Prayers are with you!
Dear Susan and John, I am so sorry to hear of the death of Eddie. I know you love your beautiful animals. You are amazing. Eddie is so blessed to have you and john all of these years. My heart goes out to you. I could not stop crying when I read your blog today. I wish I could jump through my computer and give you a big hug. I am sending one to you and your family. I know the pain you are having right now. We lost our beautiful Bulldog right in front of our daughter Kelly , Katrina was killed on our street. It was so horrible. My heart just leaped out of my chest. My deepest sympathy to you and your family. Our Fur babies give us so much love and happiness. My husband holds our Bulldog in his lap like a little child. Please know I am sending lots of prayers to you all today. Maybe Eddie is playing with Katrina right now. Love, Ellen Hinds
My heartfelt sympathy on the loss of Eddie. I don’t have dogs but I do have cats and I know how the loss of such a good friend can feel. The pictures you shared show how much you cared for Eddie. Thinking of you and sending prayers for you and your family.
I’m so, so sorry, Susan. They always take a piece of our heart with them when they leave us…
I am very sorry about Eddie. I’m crying, too.
It is so nice that he was such an important family member for so long. He will never be replaced. Hugs to you {{{{Susan}}}}} I hope you have a peaceful day!
Oh Susan, my heart just aches for you and your family as you mourn sweet Eddie! We had to “make a decision” a few years ago about our dog, Samantha. Though it was the humane and logical decision, it felt so very horrible and wrong in our hearts. I hope that you find comfort in celebrating the joy Eddie brought to you.
Susan,
I am so sorry to hear about Eddie. My heart goes out to you as you go through these next days and months. We’ve been through it as well and know how much it hurts to lose any of our fur-babies.
Blessings to you as your hearts heal.
Donna
Susan, I’m so sorry for you and your family. Losing a special family member is the hardest part of having these little guys in our lives. He had a long & very happy life with you & I’m sure he is in a happy place now. Sending you many warm hugs.
Susan, my heart is breaking for you. Thank you so much for sharing Eddie with us thru your posts. If we can feel your love for him thru your writing then I know Eddie felt it everyday. Hugs.
Susan
I do have an “Eddie” in my life. Her name is Gracie. His eyes reminded me of Gracie’s. My heart is sad for you. I’ve lost a few dogs that I loved with all my heart and it is such a loss. I hope as each days passes your heart begins to feel less heavy.
Peggy